| My head is made up of memories // Most of them useless delusions.. |
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[May 7, 05//11:38am] |
This journal's over. Check out my new one!
Oh, today is my birthday :)
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| Ireland |
[April 29, 05//6:11pm] |
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My mother and I were just talking about going on a trip to Ireland, because yesterday I said I wanted to go to England but Neil said he wanted to go Ireland (my mom said Cape Code, but whatever). But I wouldn't mind Ireland either.
My mom said her and Neil were talking about going next year (but I'm aiming for this summer?) and I said, "Well I hope you were planning on taking me."
She said, "We are. Unless it's our honeymoon."
I hate her. She should not suggest such a disgusting thing.
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[April 27, 05//8:53pm] |
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Kelly Clarkson Show = Hot stuff. ♥♥♥
My birthday party is looking to be a lot of fun. I need a count of who's coming by the end of the week. Yeah I know of like a few people. But whatever. Pinkness ♥
There's something very odd on VH1 right now.
even though celia is a pain and puts matt damon up to bothering me, i love her
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| A Preview of Summer<3 |
[April 23, 05//6:51pm] |
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Summer should be way fun, since last night consisted of people coming over and running in the streets. Which is what happens during the summer whenever people are over. I love being outside ♥.
Erin, BJ, Celia, Care, and Meg came over to hang out last night. Everyone but BJ and myself dressed up in my clothes (what a surprise..) and then went outside to act retarded and scare the little kids across the street. If you want to see pictures, go check out my webshots (http://www.community.webshots.com/users/iheartpink7).
Meg and Care slept over, so we put a bunch of make up on and took more pictures. Then today we went up to New York to go to the outlets, which was fun.
Now I'm here and I have to do bio and read that book for english. Kelly Clarkson tomorrow and two weeks to my birthday! :)
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| Hot Stuff |
[April 21, 05//10:15am] |
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Dude, I'm so bored. Spring Break has been relatively boring, but not as bad as I thought it would be.
Celia slept over night before last and I think we're going to the Kiss 95.7 Summer Kickoff Concert at Six Flags on May 19. Rollercoasters, Good Charlotte, Relient K, Simple Plan, music, Joel Madden, and CELIA! It doesn't get much better than that.
I'm super excited for Kelly Clarkson. BJ and I are taking Meg and my cousin Ashley, it should be fun. ♥
..Oh, I hate boys. Blahhh.
(No I don't ♥)
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[April 16, 05//8:58pm] |
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We talked a little today. We shared some civil, almost light or humorous words..and yet it didn't feel the way it used to. I didn't get the feeling that I used to..rather there was a knot in my stomach. You looked in my eyes as we sat across from each other and I held it as long as I could handle and this time, I was the first to look away. Nothing is the same anymore. The looks aren't the same, the bond is not the same..nothing is the same. I know we've fought to stay strong for awhile but soemetimes I feel that being strong would mean letting go. So maybe one day, we won't pretend anymore. So maybe one day it will be okay again. That's all I want. I don't care what it takes, i want it to be okay again.
I love this...I come across so many quotes and song lyrics to sum up how I'm feeling. No matter what, I can ALWAYS find a Blink song to do that. I miss them ♥. And you ♥♥.
Rockfest was last night, that was pretty good. BJ and Celia and I hung out today. We walked around for an hour and came back and played tennis (BJ and I played, Celia made grunting noises every time we hit). Not I'm here all alone and bored and stuff. On the bright side, this week is starting to look up, a little.
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| If Biology died, that would be ok |
[April 13, 05//7:30pm] |
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I hate bio. Hate hate hate it. But I might just hate it because I hate Griffin. But I never liked science anyway.
I'm still catching up from last week, and the teacher's are loading on the homework before break. Needless to say, this week is from hell. I had two matches, and one more on Friday, but I just sit there and keep score or talk. If I get to play, it won't be this year at all. I also have to get around to writing my forum article - thank goodness BJ is the entertainment editor...I'd be screwed if he wasn't.
I can't even go to the play. If I maybe get some of my homework done on time and I can manage to get a ticket for tomorrow. Because I have a lot of stuff on Friday (tests, etc), Rockfest (I don't totally want to go but...everyone is), and Saturday's show is sold out.
Spring Break is looking to be...boring. Matches/Practice every day, babysitting...I have nothing else to do. I need to drive. Which will be soon. But yeah, at least Spring Break will end with Kelly Clarkson ♥!
Oh and I think my grades have seriously gone into a slump over the past few weeks - not that they were amazing before, but they're worse now.
24 days til my bday.
11 days til the concert.
30-something more days of school.
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| Salutations from Florida |
[April 8, 05//6:47pm] |
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Good evening, everyone. I'm bored and hsve nothing better to do until AIM finishes installing so I may as well update.
We got here this morning and went straight to the hospital. Came back here to drop stuff off, went shopping, bck to the hospital, dinner, and bsck here. I bet you wish you were here.
I did however enjoy going down to the beach tonight. I forget how calming it can be...I just wish I had someone here with me :(
I got the new Hot Hot Heat CD and the OC Mix 4 today, along with some way cool aviators. And now I' waiting for my mom to bring me back some cheerios.
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[April 7, 05//1:24pm] |
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It would seem that Celia wants me to update, so I am :P
It's been a little hectic the past few weeks. I started tennis for school and that's been taking up my afternoons. My mom's been taking me driving a few times after practice, too. I'm such a bad driver :X
This would be longer but I have a lot to do today. I stayed home from school because I was unbelievably tired, but then I found out that I'm going to Florida tomorrow morning for a few days. My grandparents are having some trouble down there so my mom and I are going to try and bring them home.
And when I get back it's going to be a load of make up work :/
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[April 1, 05//11:39pm] |
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i have this terrible feeling in the pit of my stomach.
and sam randomly fell asleep on my couch and pat randomly fell asleep on the floor. and im all alone :'(
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| Heartbroken... |
[March 20, 05//10:20pm] |
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But I'm not mad. I'm not bitter. I'm glad you did something that was not only for me, but for yourself.
You changed my life. I love you. Thank you for everything.
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| I suck? |
[March 15, 05//4:24pm] |
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So I was hitting the tennis ball around in the garage when I hit one of the windows and it completely shattered. And then I opened the garage to clean it up and more broke. I ended up getting all the glass out of the window, because the rest almost fell out, too.
I hate myself XD
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[March 11, 05//11:18pm] |
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Aw, a night of music, champagne, and drunk boys.
Yeah, it's totally not what you think.
We did enjoy drinking (Care and BJ with champagne, me with Diet Coke), music (blasting random songs from BJ's ipod), and drunk boys (on the phone being...well, drunk. And it probably wouldn't have been as funny if they hadn't kept calling back?).
Aw, Care and BJ<3 I love you guys. Even though you are both weird :P
I'm so glad school is out for two days. I need to get away from Griffin. Stupid bitch.
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| Biology can DIE |
[March 10, 05//2:25pm] |
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I'm going to fail Biology if I don't find SOME way to bring my grade up. And seeing as she refuses to give me extra credit, I don't know how I will. Effing Griffin. She sucks.
But I suppose other things are starting to look up...
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| Nevermind |
[March 8, 05//11:36am] |
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Forget what I said about loving my life, I lied.
Things are falling apart right in front of me. Life is a bitch right now :X
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[March 7, 05//5:59pm] |
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Note to self: I need to remember to start thinking before I speak sometimes. Because I'm stupid and will get myself into trouble on of these days.
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| I love my life. |
[March 5, 05//11:01pm] |
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I hate myself for not realizing this sooner.
I am so unbelievably lucky. I have friends who have never backstabbed me. I have a boyfriend who loves me. And I actually like my family for the most part.
So many girls I know bitch about their impossible lives. Their friends talk about them - ok, but what the fuck? You know you talk about them, too. So don't complain about that because it's partially your fault. Keep your mouth shut for once.
If it's not their friends, it's guys. The guys they like don't like them back, blah blah blah. Understandable, I've been through it. But they can't grasp the concept that maybe that guy isn't for them and they actually have to wait for the right guy.
Pfft, but who wants to wait anymore? Just wait for the next willing guy to come along, hook up with him, and be able to say you got somewhere; but then you end up with feelings for him and he doesn't like you back...how depressing.
My friends don't get caught up in stupid things - they hardly fight about anything, and don't flip out about tiny, stupid things. And if they do, it doesn't last.
I waited for the right guy to come along, and he did. I can think of very few girls off the top of my head who are as happy as I am with their boyfriends (maybe three or four?). I'm very lucky :)
Go me <3!
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| Bored like woah :x |
[March 3, 05//4:05pm] |
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There's nothing to do besides homework, and I'm not doing that.
Who takes pictures with their dogs? I know it's stupid - but so am I
Me and Molly! Even though I bitch about her all the time, I still love my dog :P
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